revelations 2
Thursday, Feb. 12, 2004 - 12:53 AM

i just spent the past two days without sleep or food. I made the biggest mistake of my life. I pushed away the man i love, who loved me unconditionally for the past month because i'm so scared. i'm a coward. I'll never forgive myself for putting him through this. i hope he can forgive me. and if he doesn't..I deserve it. i don't deserve him.